Sensory overload and a social hangover.
Jun 10, 2021
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Sitting here reminiscing about the good ole masking in social situations; days of extreme and intense anxiety for weeks, months leading up to events with other people.
The day would finally arrive and I’d be frozen ALL DAY, unable to get moving.
A last-minute sprint clean...
Meeting my (now) husband.
May 20, 2021
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In the years of my heavily masked unidentified autistic life, dating was an absolute nightmare.
I hated it.
Relationships caused me so much confusion, pain, self-doubt and anguish.
Flirting. Ugh.
Eye contact, words, body language, no clue.
No freaking...
Reclaiming the word "autistic."
May 13, 2021
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A great beginning point when becoming a friend and ally to the autistic community is to use the term "autistic" rather than ASD.
I see the abbreviation ASD and my skin crawls.
Autism Spectrum Disorder.
Disorder.
"My ASD kiddo" equates to "My autism...
When there's not enough processing time.
Apr 29, 2021
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Parenting is tough.
Being autistic and parenting can be challenging when we share the same sensory challenges as our little people and need time and space to be calm.
Today we had a tricky moment and I said with more force behind my voice and energy than usual “I think...
I'm not looking at you.
Apr 22, 2021
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I can’t tell you how concerning it is that we have such an incredibly uninformed requirement for autistic people to make eye contact.
When we understand autism as an identity and culture, we are able to reframe the way we understand eye contact and perhaps stop placing such...
Hello there, passive-aggression.
Apr 15, 2021
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This morning whilst packing up from a weekend away, one of my children told me I had been passive-aggressive.
It was a shock.
I had said “I’m sensing annoyance in your tone” and that was their response: “Yeah because you were being...
This is a difficult time. Let's acknowledge that.
Apr 08, 2021
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Immerse yourself in communities, places and with people who feel right for you.
A group or page isn't necessarily safe or right because someone else says so.
You get to choose.
Last night I jumped on to have a look around at what some of my neurokin were writing and sharing,...
Awareness month? Nah, not over here.
Apr 01, 2021
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This morning I'm reminded of an appointment with an obstetrician in the public system seven years ago.
I was heavily pregnant with my last baby.
He was going over my subsequent pregnancies and deliveries and stopped upon something in the notes that was apparently worth dropping...
Repeat after me... "I am not my child."
Mar 25, 2021
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People need the space and freedom to feel; to explore and understand the incredibly complex depth and range of their emotional life.
This begins in childhood.
As children, particularly autistic children, it’s important for us to be afforded and provided a safe and secure...
Let's discuss: "Living with autism."
Mar 18, 2021
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I'd like to encourage individuals, professionals seeking out education to be better allies, and families of neurodivergent individuals to be cautious when engaging with any information and education around "neurodiversity".
The word has become the new buzzword for many to hijack, not...
Why wasn't I invited to be a Jedi? (a fun one)
Mar 03, 2021
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Random weekday memory...
I once went against my better judgement out of curiosity (it's ALWAYS that autistic curiosity and fascination with humans, concepts and belief systems) and sat in on a live webinar on DNA spiritual and energetic cleansing.
Yep, I just said that.
You have permission to protect your energy.
Feb 24, 2021
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It's okay to let others squirm a little; to provide them an opportunity to take responsibility for their discomfort.
It's okay for us to speak up, to correct pronouns, to share our language preferences and to ask for what we need.
I spent so many years of my life never standing...